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I kept asking myself WHY, WHY DOES THIS KEEP incident TO ME All men are dogs I am around twenty one and I hold outt know if the problem lies with me or my family, all I know is that I name attached my parents so a lot problems and so muchpain, I ideate my life is a long move around and am decision myself in it everyday. My fabrication began last summer of 2009 I could feel that there was something in the air that day. Birds were chirping, the malarky was blowing leaving me shivers vote down my spine and everything matt-up so alive. I had beendepressedfor about a category before that day.I waswalki ngalongthe beachwith my simple(a) feet buried in the sand and the waves of the sea crushing into my feet when my life started to take a turn for the outstrip From a hold I adage a exquisite young man admiring me from far. Our eyes met and it was like nothing I had ever matt-up before with any of the men I had been with. It was something special. We beganwalking juxtaposed together like something out of a movie. I matte up up ontop of the world for once, my eyes were sparkling and my expectwas fluttering with butterflies, as we walked close-hauled and closer to each other.When we became close enough to talk about our individual(prenominal) lives, Will would get on his knee joint and speak my eloquent language, French and say the most sentimentalistthings. At that take I knew he had my heart. We talked until 2. 00 a. m. The next sunup it turned out that he lives totally about ten minutes from where I was living. We started seeing more of each other, Will begin to get seri ous about us. I fought the clinical depressionthat I had and shortly I was luminescence with life and he was the world to me, he became my anything and everything. We had been going out for about six months when he met my father.My mother disapproved of Will principally because she thought I was too young to be in a serious relationship and that I wasnt go down because this relationship mogul end up like the rest of my other stark relationship. Just like any mother she was worried about me but I kept tranquillize her that this time it was something different. She soon banned me from seeing him. For a patch we went out against her leave alone and had four more months of endless happiness. I had finally met person whom I love and wanted to authorize the rest of my life with. One day when I end from work he had texted me to meet him at the same beach we met a class ago.When I got there I aphorism him standing on one of the big rocks beside the sea, he waved from far and yelled my spot LAKE, AM everyplace HERE my heart was beating so fast as if I was in a race. When I got on the rock with him, it was nearly sunset time he took both of my detainment (Oh My God) I screamed gently inside with zeal hoping that he would say something along the lines of marrying him. He looked at me straightforward in the eye to show that he was serious, and started saying Lake ever since I bugger off laid eyes on you, its like you have awaked me from my soul, and I fag outt see life without you. He moved on from saying Would you like to move in with me? All I could feel was special, wanted, happy, in love, and emotional all at the same time. Few rupture dropped down my cheeks without realizing because I kept repeating what he had just said. No boy had ever said anything like what Will had said. Holding me closer to him I looked him boneheaded in those terrible emerald green eyes and answered YES as I fall in to kiss him. emotional state couldnt have got a ny go against we were so lifelessly in love that we couldnt contain so we got married a few months later.It has been two geezerhood since we got married and it feels like it was just yesterday. On our two yearanniversary, I was 4 months pregnant with our first child, so that night he had mean to take me out to a see to itFrench Restaurant. As we were leaving we both looked up at the big splendiferous moon, it was shinning like a bight, bright light, it was just the perfect chip in my life where I could hold pause forever. When absolutely a man came out of the shadows with a gun, he came took my scrunch and Wills wallet. Someone saw the crime winning place and screamed retain at the man.Everything became a blur as Will threw himself in front of me as the gun went off. I couldnt imagine my eyes, what I hadnt envisioned in a one thousand million years seemed to cash in ones chips a reality. The plunderer ran off into the night and left Will to die in my arms. I looked d own at him and rupture started to explode down my cheeks as I screamed HELP soulfulness CALL THE AMBALANCE I held him closely for the lasting time as he bled to his death. even up before he died he told me We will betogether again I promise I love you and the fryand both of you will be unceasingly in y heart. He looked so peaceful and well-favored just like the first day I had met him my heart was torn into pieces as he force his last breath. He lay there dead in my arms staring at me with his emerald green eyes. I felt helpless as I held him even closer and kept screaming and holler NO NO THIS CANT BE mishapNOT TO MENOT AGAIN He will always be in my heart whenever the sneak blows I can still hear him whispering sweetened things in my ear. sometimes when you find happiness again in your life, it turns into your worst nightmare.